ooh man soo much time has passed since my last post

"i kinda fell off the face of the earth"

so i left bob evans it was probbaly the most boring job ever but now im working at a computer store down town i finnaly got a new cell and i can accually pay for gas now sothats nice pluss a company cell so im pretty happy the no is1-260-229-2564 so start the callin cause ive missed you all and i lost my phone book

im gonna be moving out and soon ive finnaly reached the point where im no longer im falling into a hole im climbing out and trying to learn to walk on your own isnt fun but nesasary

yes its spelt wrong and i dont care so ha

anyways im finnaly begining the jurney its more fun than anything and i love it

well i gtg and work so rockout andhave a good week

ooh goodness its been awhile since i was on and im sooo sorry well im loving living in my aunts house its so quiet and peacefull im accually sleeping and my nightmares are gone i eat im not getting sick all the time and im to say the least learning how to live for the first time

in the last few weeks things have been hecktic i got a puppy but had to get rid of it

i stepped on a board as i was getting outta my car  it just so happned to have a large nail in it i stepped on it and right through the shoe i stumbled stepped on the other foot  then step to the other foot which just happned to be still stuck to the board so it stabbed me again so that was fun

i got a job at bob evans as a dish washer and its goin good

i dont know if ill be able to make it to camp but ill try talk to you all later  love benny

sorry i havent updated im not sure where im going for feast and im hoping i can go to prom but i dont know yet

i just got back from spring break with my aunt it was awesome we went to panama city and i enjoyed almost every day im sorry i havent contacted many of you but ive been super busy ill try to keep in touch and i miss you all

 ill give a superupdate soon  but i cant now love to you all stay safe

benny

well on friday i finnaly took the big step i just had enough of my dad so i moved outta the house im now livin with my aunt barb who i love dearly and things are workin out alright

im finishing high school at the same location

i no longer have my car or my cell so its probbaly not a good decision to call it cause my mom is randomally being mean to anyone that calls it

i really dident expect or plan it this way i just woke up i got treated like crap and something just snapped and i decided all the days of planning all the hate all the longing for something better this was the day to do it

i got home from school got some trash bags and started grabbing everything that had any value to me and packed it up i went down stairs discussed it with my parents  and forrest helped me move out

so anyone that knows my situation knows that im better off this way

ive pretty much decided that friday was the best and the worst day of my life but there is no going back now so ill look ahead and make the best of it i feel that this was the best course of action and ill stand to my guns

well rockout and have a great weekend